I stood under a tree yesterday and thought “Gawd I wish it was fall…it is unbearably hot” and guess what….part of the tree was yellow today….plus I have a bit of a nose bleed.
I am in Banff! and it feels like The Shining….long hallways, fancy dining rooms, lonely bar tenders, deja vu, rugged nature and me sitting at a laptop typing endlessly about nothing.
Made it to Banff, this place is like a Disneyland….it is a weird place. I feel very self aware, like I am being monitored….it is unsettling….I feel like I have joined a collective, a cult or a strange survivalist sect. Everything is taken care of….and I feel kind of useless and I kind of hate it. I heard they even make your bed everyday…and I’m not really cool with that either….I don’t like people taking care of me. I’m not that special….and by special I mean special needs. I asked Jarrett today if I’m actually severely retarded and if he is my worker…and that every other summer or so I am sent away to another woodland facility…so I can learn social skills ect….he laughed…What does that mean?
Shanell Papp 
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